January 2011
ode to 2010
its december 31st. its kinda surreal. before i set my mind to 2011, i just feel like remembering 2010. january: i got my braces off. i also got my boot off and i was able to start practicing again. i remember playing at st. joseph’s on the day i got my braces off. i felt brand new. new smile and new foot. however, i didnt play like the old me. january was a month of a difficult transition...
Jan 1st
December 2010
Dec 31st
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bite my lip
and close my eyes.
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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104.
very interesting day. not everything happened as planned, but it turned out to be a great day. my alarm scared the shit out of me in the morning. and as soon as i was about to get up, i felt it. my whole body was sore. the pain is kind of a nuisance at times, but i still kinda like being sore. it makes me feel like i finally did some bomb ass exercise, but this soreness is only from not doing...
Dec 28th
103.
tonight, i just wanna listen to 30 days over and over and over and over again.
Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
28372.) i wish i could go back in time and change...
Dec 25th
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Dec 24th
i'm not gonna lie.
mrrimpossible: i can’t stop thinking about it.
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
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crying
gives me a headache.
Dec 21st
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102.
i played green day rock band for like three hours. and i feel great. especially since i improved the scores and difficulty levels of like ten songs. i fucking love tre motherfucking cool. so i changed my mind. i think my number one travel destination is greece. i better get my eyebrows done tomorrow. i want to eat another cup full of ice. 3.1 fuck you, you ugly fuck. its been raining all...
Dec 19th
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101.
so for the past couple of weeks, ive had this constant strong urge to watch bullet in a bible. i feel like such a horrible fan for not owning it. :( i need to buy it, and soon! and oh my word!!!! please, please, please! it just has my name written all over it. please! im excited for tomorrow, well technically today! so far, my christmas break has been good! which is a great improvement from...
Dec 17th
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tsck23 asked: Valerie Carrasco,
you are my best friend. i think your thoughts are amazing and i love how we can sing random ass fucking songs and make our own dance moves<3
i love driving to places late at night; and in two days we wont get in trouble after 11 ahahahha (: thanks for being my best friend! i love you<3
Dec 17th
tsck23 asked: i think i love you<3 (: ohh yeah and i kinda miss you too! i also wish you wouldnt get my hopes up that were gonna chill;; kthnxbyee;;<3
Dec 17th
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Dec 17th
tsck23 asked: i think i love you<3 (: ohh yeah and i kinda miss you too! i also wish you wouldnt get my hopes up that were gonna chill;; kthnxbyee;;<3
Dec 17th
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100.
please allow me to reintroduce myself. call me val. valerie just sounds weird. i think sloths are cute. i go to sleep late almost every day. my dreams sometimes happen in real life. its pretty crazy. i’m in love with love. i go could for some orange tic tacs right now. i really dont like gum thats fruit flavored. i like the mint kind. i really like candles. i dont know what i want...
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i'm not doing one of those tumblr challenges...
but i just feel like doing the one where its like…..10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people. 1. you dont miss me, i know. you were the one person who i thought wouldnt ever let me down or turn your back on me. but yet, here i am….feeling like shit. i dont think anyone understands. it just sucks. and it hurts. i keep having dreams where we fix everything and i feel so...
Dec 14th
i copied this from denise
Hi, my name is: valerie Never in my life have I been: pretty much EVERYWHERE. hahah but i really want to go to london. The one person who can drive me nuts is: my mother. but i still love her dearly<3 High school: went by too fast. but it was definitely enjoyable, especially with basketball and my friends like denise and michelle and leah.  When I’m nervous:  i get butterflies and i have to...
Dec 14th
Born In Blood, Both Of Us.: I hate letting people... →
staymoe: my life just to watch them leave after. You can’t find true friends or people anymore, they say one thing do another, they act like your friend and don’t talk to you after. It’s like wtf really!? If you’re just going to walk out then don’t bother coming in. There’s not need for it. It sucks even…
Dec 12th
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99.
i swear i have a problem. im losing faith. i dont know who to trust. i wish i can go somewhere new. why must i feel this way? why dont you feel anything? im living in the past. and i cant seem to move forward. im just stuck in a rut. i dont think you understand. its funny how lyrics relate so much to your life. and sometimes the words are just spot on. sometimes, i wish i could erase...
Dec 10th
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Dec 5th
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That awkward moment where you've hated Snape for...
hedwigstheme:
Dec 5th
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Dec 5th
98.
cue angry rant…. fuck you college for giving me the shittiest date to register and having all the classes full. fuck you michelle. im just kidding. dont push me off the bed. i seriously dont know what to do and I HATE that this enters my mind every ten seconds of the day. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO? WHY CANT THERE JUST BE SOLUTION TO THIS?! “THERE’T NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU,...
Dec 3rd
“Even after all this time the sun never says to the earth, “you owe me.” Look...”
– Hafiz (Persian poet)
Dec 2nd
97.
“no. i’m tired of being the one who has to say sorry. especially when i know i did nothing wrong.” whoa! did i really just say that? i know ive said it before but i am so grateful for the relationship i have with my sister. okay, now for a few rants. thought a lot about ball today. and im still bitter about having my senior year robbed from me. every night i wish i didnt...
Dec 2nd
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Dec 2nd
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